Thursday, 7 February 2013



I know I keep repeating myself but I've been active in this industry for many years now more than a lot of other performers. Ive seen them come and go and come back again. Unfortunately in the last 6 months I've also seen them sadly pass away. First the shocking news of Eric Rhodes sudden heart attack, then unbelievably the suicide of Josh Weston. And finally only a few days ago a repeat suicide of Hungarian hunk Arpad Miklos.
I knew and worked with all three men numerous times. They were all beautiful, handsome and health conscious guys that I really looked up to as a new face on the scene. Anyway I'm not writing this to go into details about why and what happened. I'd just like to pay tribute to three amazing performers in our industry that left a mark with their on screen presence.
May you all rest in peace.......x


Rob said...

Very well said. They will indeed be missed.

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You are nice to talk about it and I hope they will be happy there where they have gone. May we have the strength to give as much love as we have received.

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Sora said...

I'm so sorry Dean. Really. Now you must do your job harder everytime, for that partners that aren't with us now.
Stay on, handsome boy.
Stay hungry, stay foolish.

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Anonymous said...

The latest death announcement about Wilfred Knight is extremely upsetting. It feels like a new trend is descending on this industry. We must always remember that our fan status is just from afar who love and encourage our favourite models in the work that they do. BUT we must also remember that "industry" is competitive and cold and can leave the participants alone and needy. This last event will surely change how I view my beloved performers and really remind me that they are "performing" and that they are truly human, loving, feeling beings. For Dean and all others, please remain confident in the goodness of people and that true love is not an ideal but a certainty in life.

Howard said...

Very upsetting that the porn that gives us so much pleasure leads to the deaths of its stars. Just remember Dean that you are well loved among your fans.

Anonymous said...

The news post I read about Josh said he died of HIV related complications.

Your post indicates he committed suicide.

I'm curious as to which is correct.

Josh was one of my favorites; he was a talented performer who obviously enjoyed his work. I'll miss him greatly.


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